我是清醒的，绝不能让情感吞噬掉理智。
必须理智的面对。只有后者是对的！

Sec4 stress.

Help me!
i think im dieing.
So much of lagging back.
I was once on par, but not now.
Nationals.
A mentally strained as an athletes.
MYE,Prelim, O.
Another mentally stress for test,exams, etc.
Omg, i think im going sane.
Seriously, i need a good break, but...
I have to wait until the MYE ends, the return of our results.

Less than one month only.
But after that, its another long journey to an important part of my life.
The O.
Another sigh.
After that , too much to think, and too far to think.
Telling myself to stay contented with what i have now.
But wtf, everything give a bash right in my face.
I must face the reality.
Taking nationals as an excuse for myself is an act of coward.
Idiot.
I am totally running away frm putting myself in the chair and mug.
The situation had changed, no longer LUCK.
Its time for the HARD WORK.
But beside luck , i think i had left none.
I cant take de hardship.
Good or Bad?

how?
how? how?
how? how? how?

Trying very very hard to study, really.
But some how... im sick of it.
I know , every1 is sick of it.
This time is another round of mental battle.
If mental is strong i will end my race with an beautiful timing.
This applies to study too.
Im only 150m away frm the starting line?
250m to go, i hope i can do myself proud by having a strong ending.
Not by luck anymore.
I will get my lactic after that, so?
its nothing compare to my taiwan trip?
Right?
HAHA, im so so easy to get distracted.
Stay focus!
Endure my lactic, and end my race well.

The 1st to conquer is my MYE.
Fighting!

真希望我可以像个人偶一样。
每天都在笑
因为怕会掉眼泪
就这样每天都在笑
就像人偶一样
用同样的表情
呆呆地笑着
日复一日

这样会舒服点罢?

OMG! Bored!!

我要读一本触目惊心的小说啦!

天阿,在听弘基的 <人偶一样>

我在笑，
每天都在笑
因为怕会掉眼泪
就这样每天都在笑
就像人偶一样
用同样的表情
呆呆地笑着
日复一日

副歌让我想看本鬼故事，关于人偶的。
Just being random again.

NAPFA END

HAHA. short post b4 i go bathe :D:D
Napfa ftw.
End le!
:D
Full marks again!
But this time with a pb for both SBJ and 2.4 :D
Shuttle run kind of disappointed-.-
10.1
not good enff.
HAHA..

anw anw anw...
I love lee hong ki ttm! ♥
HAHA. this is purely random!

End of season ...

Finally, after so many tiring race, my season officially ended.
Im quite happy.
Although individuals for me make me really feel like crying and slicing my hamstring, but... its really the efforts that we put in.
(:
No pain, no gain.
I strongly disagree when i was sec3.
but now i argee.( maybe becoz i nver train hard. )
the only regretful race was my 100 heats.
That the most disappointed race.
I disappoint alot of ppl.
Myself, jinxing ,gabe , coach , and many more that try to help me last min tuition before the season.
A big thankyou and sorry...
But i was really happy for the both relay.
Although we nver qualify for finals, but we really tried our best. :D
I think the process is more impt.
coz all the memories came frm them.
(PS : but nationals this year really very crop up!)
I sleep in the call room while w8ing for tdy 400.=.-
But But But...
I still enjoy this season ttm!
Last yr in Bdiv, last yr having AMKss relay, last yr in amkss track.
Last yr in the sch..
so many many last years!

HAHA..season ends!:D
Hope i will be in track nxt yr too! (90%)
If so, im gona make my comeback stage track next yr!
Srsly, when im running, i hate workout.
But when im going to stop.
I love running again!
LOL.. this is wad boys like to say de PMS?
HAHA.
but some hw some hw.
I start to afraid that my 100m wun not to that fast anymore.
really scared that, my pb is really going to be history and not coming back to me D:
13.98s
14.26s.

So near yet so far.
Can my 13 come back again. No matter is 13.99 or wad. At least u show face.
Make me happier lars.
I really ned 13s' love and care.
HAHA.
and im thinking of playing long jump after step down.
LOLS.
this is really gona be fun.
HAHA..

Maybe this year is a early end season for me, but i will rmb every race.
Sec 2 till now.
3 years of training.
3 years of running.
3 years of fun.
3 years of track.
and its now going to an end.
Rather sad, but its really a good break to me.
Maybe i can reflect on my own.
think through all the single races i have run.
Including the scary 400m race in sec 1.
HAHA..

Suddenly think of the song that coach teaches us.

Purple light in the stadium , that is where i want to be.
Track&field my best companion.
With my spike shoes and my buddy and me!~

Always tot i slack at trng is becoz i lose the passion in track.
But i realise ... actually i ned a break!

Track, goodbye 1st.
wait for my comeback. (:

休息是为了走更长远的路！

HAPPY April fool day!

Okay, out for semi, for the 1st time.
though expected, but still... I feel super upset.
Nothing can change what have alr happen.

bright side, at least i dun pon any more sch days.
but... i think, semis is more impt den anything.
much more impt than studies...

So have to clear my thoughts now , and focus on my 100.
that's wad i can do now.
the only thing to do.

april fool day isnt that pleasant.
right?

时间可以冲淡一切，包括失败。